Life Goes On

After experiencing huge loses in your life it is inevitable that life (without permission) does in fact go on. Somedays I am thankful that it goes on and that I am not living the worst days of my life, but at the same time I don't want it to go on. Like tomorrow, I don't want to face tomorrow... talking to all the people at church having to face yet another lose in our life in front of a church congregation, oh how I dread it! I wish I could just stay in my cozy house with my loving husband and my cute pups, where I don't have to explain, face people full of sympathy... ick, I just don't want to deal with it. But I know that dealing with it head on is what I must do... it's part of life going on.

So, tonight & tomorrow morning I will be praying for strength and patients to deal with the masses at church. My sweet JC told me I don't have to go if I don't feel up to it, which I don't and my cold is still not gone yet. However I feel like I might as well get it over with & face it head on! My friend is also having a jewelry party tomorrow, which I haven't decided if I'm ready for that or not yet.

On a separate note I am enjoying splurging on treats until I am done with my recovery time which is on Tuesday! So tonight for desert is brownies and ice cream... yum!! After I am feeling 100% healthy is when I am going to start my work out schedule, and working on toning the butt and flattening the abs after all I am in a wedding in June!! So here is to tomorrow that even though I am dreading it, I am thankful for another day in this life! Here are a few pics from the last few days! 

XOXO Bee

Of course one of my treats had to be cupcakes!! 

My sweet sleepy boy! 

Not wanting to get out of bed the other day, just love cuddling with this
big boy! 

New book I started reading last night, so far so good! 

Trying to live my life like this! 

Used my new waffle maker I got for Christmas today, epic fail in the
way they looked... but they still tasted yummy!