Now that we are back home in the Falls I am still sick and haven't left the house since we got home Sunday night. I am so tired physically, emotionally & spiritually... I am really hoping that I get healthy soon because it's really getting old! While we spent time down at my Dad's house we celebrated, my Dad's Birthday, Ryleigh's Birthday & Will's Birthday as I was happy to be there to celebrate these Birthdays, I couldn't help but be a little sad at the same time. We would have been celebrating Maggie Grace turning one and instead we not only celebrated her Birthday with out her... we had to say goodbye to her brother/ sister on her Birthday. January 8th is the worst day of the year next to February 28th, the only thing I can think of is that God may have thought grieving our babies on the same day may have been easier than having two separate days. That really makes me not want to be pregnant during January with the next baby... but at the same time I don't want to wait another year to get pregnant. That's in God's hands and that's where it will stay!
These are my thoughts for today. Here are some pics from our time in the cities!
|Some beautiful flowers that were sent to me, I feel|
like flowers can always brighten your day!
|Zekey Boy playing with hi ball!|
|My beautiful Zoey girl, making me smile on a hard day!|
|Happy Birthday to the best Dad EVER!!|
|Celebrating Ryleigh turning 3! TIme sure flies!!|
|Love this girl SO much!!|
|Clay, my buddy!!|
|Such a pretty girl!!|
|Discussing Ian's favorite Christmas present! They are cute together!|
|To celebrate Maggie Grace we decorated... cupcakes of course!!|
|The yummy & sweet cake Shannon made!|
|We released balloons for both our precious babies!|
|Happy 6th Birthday to Will!|
|Brad & Will made a pirate ship piñata for his Birthday!|
|Cute Ori in the hat JC and I gave Will for his Birthday!|
|Grandpa Airplane with Ryleigh Grace!|
|The cousins telling Will about his gift!|
|Ori trying to take JC's tongue ring out, haha!|
|Mary with cute Ryleigh!|
|A refreshing walk with my little family!|
|First night back at home, I think she was happy to be home!|
|Zeke this morning... so thankful he let me sleep until 11!|
|I made pancakes yesterday and I couldn't help notice this one looks|
like a heart!