It's a Beeautiful Life: Life Goes On

After experiencing huge loses in your life it is inevitable that life (without permission) does in fact go on. Somedays I am thankful that it goes on and that I am not living the worst days of my life, but at the same time I don't want it to go on. Like tomorrow, I don't want to face tomorrow... talking to all the people at church having to face yet another lose in our life in front of a church congregation, oh how I dread it! I wish I could just stay in my cozy house with my loving husband and my cute pups, where I don't have to explain, face people full of sympathy... ick, I just don't want to deal with it. But I know that dealing with it head on is what I must do... it's part of life going on.

So, tonight & tomorrow morning I will be praying for strength and patients to deal with the masses at church. My sweet JC told me I don't have to go if I don't feel up to it, which I don't and my cold is still not gone yet. However I feel like I might as well get it over with & face it head on! My friend is also having a jewelry party tomorrow, which I haven't decided if I'm ready for that or not yet.

On a separate note I am enjoying splurging on treats until I am done with my recovery time which is on Tuesday! So tonight for desert is brownies and ice cream... yum!! After I am feeling 100% healthy is when I am going to start my work out schedule, and working on toning the butt and flattening the abs after all I am in a wedding in June!! So here is to tomorrow that even though I am dreading it, I am thankful for another day in this life! Here are a few pics from the last few days!

XOXO Bee