Always With Me.

I woke up this morning thinking about my mom and how much I miss her. I miss her hugs, her encouraging words, being goofy with her, baking with her, seeing her with her grand babies. I miss the sound of her voice, she was such an amazing person and the best mom in the world, which makes knowing that my children will not know her in this life so difficult. I would love for them to know Grandma Honey and experience her love.


However she is in me and I hold her dear and near to my heart. I know that she will always be with me and that I can tell my kids stories of their Grandma Honey and what an amazing mom and grandma she was! Knowing that Maggie Grace is in heaven with her Grandma Honey brings me much peace and I can only imagine how much she is loving on our sweet little baby girl! 

Just as I miss my mom I miss Maggie Grace just as much if not more! I miss carrying her in my belly, I miss feeling and seeing her move in my belly! I miss all the hopes and dreams that were wrapped up in her and the life that could have been. I am thankful for all the pregnancy memories I have with her and know that I will always carry her in my heart until I met her in Heaven one day! I am thankful for God's promise of being able to be with her and my mom again in one day! 


For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:16&17


Even though both of these beautiful little ladies are not here with me on earth anymore I know that they are in Heaven with our Lord and savior. I will always carry them with me in my heart and know that they were and always will be a big part of my life! They both left a huge imprint on my heart and they are both my guardian angels! 

Cloudy weather these days

So those are my thoughts for the day! As we go into this weekend I am excited to spend quality time with my hubby and hopefully take our crazy pups for a few walks. Praying for nice weather instead of this icky rainy weather! Tomorrow we are going to visit my friend Angela who is 36 weeks pregnant and is in the hospital until she gets to 37 weeks so her little girl is fully developed before she delivers! I am baking her cupcakes and bringing her some flowers, I love bringing  presents to people! I am working tomorrow and saturday and then we have a grad party to go to saturday afternoon and then it's already sunday! Here are some snapshots from our week!

JC preaching for the first time on Sunday!

XOXO Bee

Praying over the graduating seniors

JC with our little boy!